i'm so pissed off right now, and most of you think im pissed because of all the wrong reasons.


dear ___,
im questioning your love, and i really shouldnt be. you said she was good. i exceeded your expectations, but you still dont reward me. yeah i get it. i didnt win, but i tried. i mean thats what you wanted right?. i ask you a question and you take it differently, ending up with you screaming at me. i really dont like it. first you tell me that you dont want me to do it, then you tell me that you do. now i dont know what to do. are you changing your mind it please me? because your only making me more confused. you put them before me. you know i beat them, so why arent you helping me? is your aim to make them better than me? if you want me to stop, then just tell me. far out. your supposed to love me, and thats what it says on paper.
but do you really?