i wasnt supposed to say that, i know i wasnt. i hate myself for not being able to keep my mouth shut. i hate myself for making people hate me. more people know than i thought, and thats not how i wanted it to work out. freaking freak.

dear ______,
we've had so many ups and downs, im really confused. i told you how i feel, and now im not sure if thats the way it really is. you probably hate me by now, not keeping secrets and all, but i promise that i can keep that one. if i dont, then you can kill me. i dont care.

dear ______,
you probably know that im talking about you in this one. everyone will. your one of my besties, and i know your only doing what you think is best for me. you confuse me like crazy sometimes, but F-F-F-F-F-F

dear ______,
we used to be so close. now were sort of falling. i love knowing that your there for me. please dont change. i love you the way you are :D

dear ______,
i love being around you, i love talking to you, i love being your friend. lets keep it that way

dear ______,
you really piss me off sometimes, but i guess thats part of life. sometimes i want to stand there and scream at you, but i cant.

dear ______,
the way to talk to me about things, it sounds like you actually do care. i love you for that.

yeah, have fun guessing guys.
amannda